i feel very sad just now, i get a bad new from hin. hin told me, his family want him go to Singapore get job, and said if his come kl to get job, he wont save money. What his family mean? work at penang and singapore can save money, work at Kl cant? or his family wan me break with hin?
haiz, i am starting to screw up myself. feel really sad and disappointed. Now, i start to feel hin's family not like me .hin told me alot of thing, i dun care what his told me just now but now i just wan some support and some love. i get hurt and i cries, why god always threat me like that? why god always separate us? Why his promises me his wan come KL then his start to change his mind? why they treat me like this?why they said something to hurt me? i not do anything to hurt people, why not give me any chances to explain then punish me die?
i really get hurt, hurt and hurt. i cant control my emotional. 4 years already, why i still cant get fair treatable for them? what can i do now?is it my fault? my wrong?i need sometime to calm down myself.
Wish all my friends Happy Valentine day!!!
No comments:
Post a Comment