Tuesday, 27 May 2008

Resit

the resit will be on this friday and saturday. count from now just left 3 day more.
i am very worry about it...if i cant do well in this resit exam, i will need to be retake the subject which i have fail in this resit exam.

friday: cpc and environmental managment

saturday: qs 3 and m'sian stuidies.

the subject i am very anxious is m'sian studies, because the lecturer no given me any tips, but cheng eng and kala said her tips is fake one, cant believe at all. me and fiona called her many time, but she always owe to pick up the phone. really bad lecturer. actually, the LAN subject must be easily to give student pass the exam, but the lecturer come with the difficult question, how the student answer? and alot of question is not inside her lecturer note. reli stupid 1.

i was asking alot people, which paper will be come out for this resit exam, aren't they will come out the same paper which is the set 1 ??? i get the answer is, NOT!! they will come out different set of paper which is set 2. i also hopefully the exam department come out the set 2, because i just concentrated in set 2, set 1 i just read it onli.

hopefully i pass all la. i not wish to get all A but at least to get B for all this subject, i dun wan drop my CGPA.

Saturday, 24 May 2008

is it my fault??

starting from now, i decide to break my relationship with him. sometime, frend's advice is good for our follow. marriage is still far away from me, i reli need to think and think again before i do it .

i know his busier his work and everyday working until so late and cant come back to visit me. i understand his problem now. this morning, i saw a newspaper, singapore got promotion, everyone have malaysia passpost will have 50% discount to visit all famous place like sentosa entrances ticket half price, safari zoo singapore, singapore flyer, etc...therefore, i told him about that and told him i plan 7 june(public holiday) go to visit him and we can go there for visiting to relax our mind.

BUT, he scold me just wasted money for travel and after that just know said not enough money to use. WHY??? my aid just want get a chances to visit him and accompany with him go to visit Singapore Flyer which is the first taller ferris wheel in the world. but, he refused what i plan to him and scold me!!! is it my fault????????????

he ask me dun go to find me somemore, waiting i have job at singapore ,need to interview, therefore go to do the passport and come, and the reason for him also because his said singapore everything are expensive, he wont support me to go find him at all, all is paid for myself include all the transport money ,hotel,etc...NVM, then i ask him come back to visit me, he always said he no time come back, no money come back, need to do pass, discuss next time, not in current time to come back.

i go find him, he said dun wan, ask him back, he also dun wan. then what he wan??
always said me is a free people, nothing to do, wasted money to buy something. he is busier person, need to work until die just have money used. i where got waste money wor, is it buy some food also cannot? buy the food i wan to eat also cannot? sometime buy a bit expensive food like fast food. KFC, MC, pizza hut also cannot?

why he said everything is correct, then i am a person who do wrong every time? Why i always wan to follow what he said, and his cannot follow me. i hate him, i really hate me. he just know scold me as a selfish people but i think, the most selfish people is him. i will not to connect with him anymore and dun wan argue with this screw up people . hopefully i can recover as soon as possible, just concentrate to the exam and this semester.

try me best!!!

Monday, 19 May 2008

china earthquake

who was read the newspaper this few, u will know what serious happen to the china....
due to the china earthquake was happen in beichuan, many people loss their family, money and life, they are so pity and need our help now.

when i read the newspaper, i feel sad to saw them in a hard situation and cant help them.
suddenly i feel, i am very lucky because i live in malaysia....

so, what can i do now, is...donate some money to them.

i hope everyone can help them, as what we can do now is donate money.
they will appreciate you help. thank you so much.

ps: finding good way to donate your money, eg: go newspaper office, etc. avoid cheat by cheater .

see this link:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/7406508.stm

Friday, 16 May 2008

recall email

just open the email and saw the KPK company send me a recall email, that mean, they are revoke the message they has been send to me for an interview.

sadness....chances flier... why they like that de. suddenly ask me go for interview, suddenly recall the message....

haizzzz.....

Thursday, 15 May 2008

yeah!!!

yesterday night, i send my resume to the KPK Quantity Surveyors (1995) Singapore Pte Ltd.
KPK is a QS consultant firm.

surprising, they are inform me, his boss will at KL on 24th and able to meets up with me for an interview.

i really happy about it. if they are consider me, i will do my practical training at singapore, after that,i will decide to continue working with them. haha...

hopefully, i heard a good new from them.
god, pls blessing me success for an interview.

Monday, 12 May 2008

married??

cant sleep this night, worried for more thing, eg, exam,result, graduate, future life, how abt hin, etc.
tonight, i suddenly remember my uncle had send this mail to me when i send hin and me picture to him:

he is fine with his whole life career. He is a good kid, and I see no reason why you are not married. You can still study while you are married. Both of you are okay matched couple. I like his decent smile.....He seems like to stretch thing out to avoid argument, and he has a kind heart.....

For your part of life, you should get married this year or early next year. Don't wait, you can still study if he choose to live in Penang....(still got continue but i wont show at here, that is my personal thing)......

hin was go to singapore working, and i promise him will go there after i am graduate.

before his went singapore, hin and me got talk to my father, and my father agree both of us go there. BUT, we need to register married.

Hin is a good person, he is a good boyfriend, maybe also is a good husband and a good father. how his good? i also cant explain in detail...

i was told foong peng who is my best friend, after i graduate i will go singapore to meet hin. haha...she also ask me get marry before go there, reason is good for me lo!!!because....(think yourselt la.)

haha......see how 1st la...

Saturday, 10 May 2008

Result releasing

result releasing on tml. haiz...y the releasing date too fast?
aiyo, then the resit will be move forward early liao.

haiz...i will be take a difficult set of the exam. how to study and do revision leh?
hopefully all is still ok.

i have done in 2 subject, but i think result for that 2 subject is not good because i had sick on that time. haizzzzzz. God, please blessing me i can get a satisfaction result la.

hin was move to singapore today. and his have got a room there, SGD 380 for common room. he said if share 2 person, then the room rentel is SGD 550, cheaper!!!his too busy this few day, busy to check up body for do the permit pass and finding room. somemore he will starting working on monday.

i cant chat wif him everyday through sms and handphone le. sad....i will miss him de!!!
Nvm la, after i graduate, i will going there to meet him and try to getting job there.
hopefully god dun separate us again, we need ur blessing as much.

Tuesday, 6 May 2008

Happy :>

i heard a good new from hin.

he got a job at Singapore, that is great!

there is big company which is name toshiba.

hin as a manufacturing engineer at there.

he will starting work on monday, which is same day with me need to go back college to study.

Yeah, my next semester holiday will be go singapore. friend, anyone wan go with me again? haha...

i think nobody will go with me le, because they all will busy for industrial training and then rush for the new semester of degree course.

hehe...

Monday, 5 May 2008

Future??

how ar??

still got 1 semester then i will be graduate...
haiz...dunno how to said that feeling....something like happy something like scary.

last semester, due to i am sick, i still got 4 paper haven pass( haven took the exam), which is environmental management, CPC, M'sian studies, QS 3... haiz....when the result come out, sure cant get GPA 3.00, because Ms hasni resign alrd, my paper maybe will be marking by Mr Daniel....Marking by him, i sure die 1....

haiz...and then, the M'sian studies no tips edy, maybe wan call that lecturer to ask some tips or maybe this subject is not have set 2, then i will be sit for set 1 paper.if like that, hehe....
i will be resit on 29 and 30 may, which is same day with the people who wan to resit their paper with fail.

After graduate, i need 3 month industrial training, that means, next semester, i need to find a company, ANY ONE CAN INTRODUCE ME, THE COMPANY SHOULD AT KL(WILAYAH PERSEKUTUAN), DUN WAN PJ, SHAM ALAM, KLANG. thank ya!!

Now, hin was resign his job at penang and try to get a job at Singapore, if his cant get any job there, he will apply the job at penang again. Nvm la, maybe god was arrange all for us,we just can follow onli, without camplain. if his can get a job at singapore, after i graduate, i will go there with him, but if his cant get job at there, i will choose either work at kl or go singapore myself. haiz....but my plan always changes de, is not sure 1, just a plan, still dunno yet, see how 1st la.

i hope a new semester, i can 'sun li' graduate la.