Saturday, 29 November 2008

upadates

finally, i was leave the hell....

got my letter on 27/11....

pass and handover all the project to my friend on 28/11...

allowance haven come out yet, still dunno when...

doing report now, alot and alot...

off to singapore on 5/12, helping hin moving the stuff and hin go for get his PR...

presentation date no confirm yet...depend to when Mr Daniel free, will be make an appointment with him soon...maybe on 10/12...

starting apply for my 1st job...QS not my 1st choice...try to another field...

anyway, hopefully everything will be good...

god bless ^^

Saturday, 22 November 2008

working holiday

i was found a one interest website...

working holiday at NZ and UK....

erm...i feel interest to this....

currently, i really unsatisfied to my life...

i'm tired....really sad to face all the thing, and people even lover....

plan to go working holiday mayb is good choice...

leaving here one yrs, maybe i'll be more happy, maybe i can learn more thing at outside through tis trip rite?

travel is my hobbies, oversea not such big problem to me, i can take care myself...

anyway, waiting something....

if he give up, i sure plan to go to take a break....

if u also interest pls log on: http://www.whv.com.my/

Saturday, 15 November 2008

Book fair( the mines)

just back from the mines books fair...
go with my sis and huoy jiuan...
erm..the books is still quite ok, but not such bigger as KLCC that one( books fest).
huoy jiuan is quite luckly, her saw a malaysia famous artist (rynn Lim林宇中), hehe...we also not bad la, we have saw the MY FM DJ pheonbe...
anyway, i'm maybe will off to singapore next week, but not comfirm yet...
anyway, if i off there, i should go to the books fest at singapore!!!haha....

books fair the mines:http://www.wcb.com.my/
book fest singapore:http://www.bookfestsingapore.com/

MY FM DJ
booklet and ticket(RM 2.00)

the books i got from there(bought 1 la)

my sister's book



Wednesday, 12 November 2008

No wording......

erm, the title for tis post really got abit weird!!

haiz, i not have any english word can express my feeling now!! is mayb due to my poor english, anyway, hope my friend can catch up what i writing in here...that is quite long story...

the story start in below:
it has been 5 day past since that " event" sunddenly and 1st time been happened in my life...
this "event" i could not share with other, the person who know the "event" just hin, cheng eng, enid (i think they have to keep secret to me gua). anyway, that guy start to ask me do the work on today..BUT

that is due to my friend, huoy jiuan...(she help me speak with that guy)
that guy told my friend, i am not concern and carefull in doing my job, always wrong...
and the big problem is, that guy still care about that "event"..
see, isit that guy too stupid and stingy,i am just a trainee and got ur allowance RM300 only, i'm not his permament staff, his not teach me anything and ask me to handle it!!his tot i am a QS have a good experiences. NO, it can be said, they also dunno that thing, sometime said like this, sometime said other, and, sometime i want to follow the guy instruction, sometime i want to follow another guy instruction!!hey, who's instruction should i follow?? if ur company really no QS, pls dun accept any trainee, that not good for our, i not learn anything in ur company...i just touch in measurement and got a scold/ blame from u!!

friend, isit my fault? u r my ah head, isit u believe the trainee figure?? should u need to do second checking?? am i rite?? his tell me a wrong method to do measure, after figure wrong, his blame on me...haiz...mayb in other ppl eye, i have big fault in that' event' but, i had think and think, and find 100 reason to tell myself, isit my fault, the answer i got is NOT!! i NOT wrong!! that is tat guy problem!! we dont have any experiences in real construction, u should do a checking and give us a real method to solve my problem, not give me see his shit face, blame me, not bother me, complain me to all collaegue... i still a new QS, and haven got a job b4, why his treat me like a "hollow man"(cant see me) ....really NO WORDING....

tat guy always wan me give him excetly figure, how i can do?? every QS different figure rite??i do a 1st measure, i got my figure, other person redo that measure, his got a different figure, that also not big fault rite? but he said, i am not be carefull!!!!!!!!
haiz...his company not have any QS there, when i faced problem, who can teach me?? tat guy said, i always not doing the double checking and submitted to him!! hey, his really shit one, u throw the project and ask me do my ownself, pls, i not cleaver as enid or cheng eng, how come i can handle it ?hiazzzzz....

until now, his still care and angry me, all colleague not bother me, my recomanded letter will be "died"......haiz, this is really not a good company... my friend' father working with them b4, his think they are paid higher and nid his father do alot of work...finally, his father sure resign la! tell u all, all the staff in this company, all have a family relationship, when outside ppl go in, they treat us like a 'pendatang asing' paid low and wan us to do alot of thing!!shit.........

today, i got my 2nd allowance liao, see, i think my friend already finish used that money, for me, i just go it........today already 2nd week(11/11) haiz........NO wording again...why they can stuck to paid the trainee allowance, RM 300 also come out late!! Actually the real scenario is, the boss dun wan to sign the check...........haizzzzz.

left 12 day to go....times slow......god pls blessing me ....

Monday, 10 November 2008

2nd allowance

haizz...

alrd 10 septermber, i still haven get my 2nd allowance from my company!!

what the hell to them...keep our salary until 10 september also dun wan to paid!!

no more money in account liao, died!!

Sunday, 9 November 2008

space for me to breath

after come out for work, i has been faced alot trouble....

not onli in my job, that also because of love, finance, education and more more....

1stly, about the job, some of my friend has know what happened in my job...and finally the thing settled but still have other trouble to me!

2nd, i have confused isit his is my true lover, i really dont know why his always said something to hurt me!!and than, argue lo!! why his always think what he said should be a true?? why i wan to follow his instruction to do anything ?? why his wan to control me used money for eat for buying stuff?? haiz...isit we are should or must calm down and think, isit we are suitable to each other? i really cannot tahan anymore, i'll not be happy if this trouble cant be settle!! anyway, any solution or decision his do, i also can accept it!!haiz...

3rd, my account no more money there, sad.....

4th, left 15day for my training, and should prepared the final presentation!!haiz...

haiz, still have a other small trouble nid to settle!!

i nid some space for breath!! pls......

Friday, 7 November 2008

15 day left!!

it has been 3 day no any work to do since that thing was happen...

even photostating job also not ask me to do..

haizzz, everyday come here just sit and on9, and go back home on time!!

life is bored , sleeply and complicated

enid and cheng eng said that fault is not too serious...but!

how come they still treat me like that!!

left 15 day to go...

god pls keep blessing me!

i most apprieciated it!!

Tuesday, 4 November 2008

big mistake

i have done big mistake!!!

haiz, feel want to die liao!!

why i can do this mistake, now how???

i have destroys my future and...


my feeling now look like heal.....

sad,sad,sad,sad,sad,sad,sad....haven got tis feeling b4....

really sad, feel scared and want to cry now...




Saturday, 1 November 2008

books











here, i would like to introduce my friend who interest in adventure, ghost or mummy and feng shui, this books will be your good choices.
actually i'm not really like to read book even novel or whatever, but after i touching this book, OMG, this book is really nice (after u read this all books above, u will know where the attracting for this books), i really like the writting style of this author. u should read this book and dont miss it. (it separate to part 1 and 2, all story got connect, but u will like it) :p
how to get this book:
books store( popular or kinokuniya etc)
through online to read this book http://www.guichuideng.org/
enjoy reading!!