Merry X'mas

Merry X'mas and happy New Year to all my friend.

this x'mas is quite bored. got a cherry chocolate as a X'mas gift from my lovely hin.

erm...i'll off and move to singapore on next Tuesday...

still haven prepare the stuff....

erm...I have no time to meet with my other friend liao, soli ya... especially to my college friend...

if you all have to come Singapore for visit or travel, pls give me a msg or called...

maybe we can have a time to meet...

to all my friend: best of luck, keep in touch ya :)

stupid and shit

called friend and told them a good news....

have to meet with them 1st , b4 i move there...

today, i called huoy jiuan, her told me, the shit boss said me a worst thing...

this is not a fresh thing...i still remember she told me what in this month which after i leave there...

1. the boss said, most of my taking-off is do wrong...
2. told my friend said, when i do a mistake, dun wan ' ren cuo'....
3. ask me re- take a mathematics subject again...said my math very poor, his dunno how I'm do the calculation...
4. tell my friend, the supervisor very disappointing to me, teach me be so poor...
5. complaint the admin, why employ me come back and said i break the promise b4, which i told them i can work with them even after practical training, but the boss attitute damn shit, this is a reason i'm rejected...
6. compare my friend and me, said my friend is better than me...
   

shit and stupid man....that not my fault and mistake, is ur company got a problem...management problem such like:

• no QS still accept the Qs trainee, even they have a engineer to teach, but QS is QS, not engineer, what engineer do is different with what QS do....
• No specific calculator, no SMM2, NO template form for taking off quantities and etc...
• no any QS work with them...
• kiam siap shit boss...
• paid low and ask for more job....
• boss and project manager always not in the office...
• no any on-going project anymore...
• always blame and scold on ppl who are not wrong...
• always said what his is the best...
• all computer is spoil, but still dun repair or buy a new computer, but his using laptop...
• working time is 8.30 am, but they always open door on 9.00 a.m....
• admin always not in office...

anyway, i'll banned this company forever, friend, if u wan to know what company i stayed b4, pls sms me, i will tell u...

actually, the boss no reason can said me like that...i have a result to prove me, my qs knowledge and math is no problem, pls dun spoil my name and my proffesional...

u are a no construction background boss, pls dun too proud, u have knew more construction thing than me, even u have more experiences than me, but u dun have a Qs knowledge.
besides that, even i have no such more experiences like u, but i have a knew more Qs knowledge and construction theory than u....

pls dun always compare me with my friend...i'm not such bad as what u looking for...that is ur company problem, no Qs teaching me.... and my friend have a experiences Qs teaching her b4 and working with u b4, so she knew more abt ur company system than me, ur such atitute is very very unwanted... there is very not fair to me....

dun hope to paid a litter bit salary to trainee and hope them to work a better and give u a accurate figure to u without a good guide, ur engineer is not such good nia... pls lah, dun too believe ur engineer and urself, u nid a accurate figure, it must be checking by more ppl....that is y u company no money to earn...

pls used a brain to think la, measurement should be check with more Qs rather than u believe one ppl by using ur sence...no Qs company should be die....taking off quantity should be using SMM2 and SCMM, sometime we need to refer to drawing, spec and contract....u think ur engineer knew abt this??? haiz..speechless....

i'll be more happy and become more strong at outside company...stay at ur company just like a flower stand on the cow shit!!!i'm still young, i can get a better company, good boss ....if he not change his attitute, i think no one will working for him....that why half year passed, they still lack of Qs....

what his said is not be affected me, i wan to become more strong....world so big, i still can work with other...looking forward to my flying future!!!

work!!

erm....

back from s'pore 1 day ago...

brought a good news back, that is i got a job alrd....

2 company accept me as a assistant QS....

one is stainless steel company,at yishun, they completed project is KLCC, NIKKO HOTEL,and etc...
they paid me $ 1.6 k...not bad also...boss nice for 1st met, staff also nice...but the company is abit far from the bus stop...

another one company is oil and petrol chemical company...work at jurong island, safety is most important, cannot break any safety regulation and ISO, jurong pass cannot be lost, it is very serious, maybe will banned for s'pore government. salary $2000, boss is not too good for 1st met..anywhere, i've not under that boss, my immediate boss is quite OK.

both company also good for future, but oil and gas is most stable company la, for nowaday...
i'm still consider which company i wan to stay....i'll call my college senior who are working at s'pore and get some adive from them better....and i got a advice from Mr daniel, he alrd help me alot, thank you very much him!!

i'll move to s'pore soon, maybe next two, b4 new year la...i'm start working on 2nd january 2009....any friend who wan to date with me, pls call me as soon as possible...^^
and, i will off to penang on monday until friday....pls give me a call on this few day ya...

busy!!

i was quite busy after come back from singapore this few day...

busy for applying job....

busy for report and presentation....

busy for preparing new trip to singapore for interview....

busy to plan and arrange my schedules for interview....

and many many.......

my car has a problem alrd, because i've drive my mun to government immigration today to do her passport...when we are come back, my mun ask me used the new road which her told me, that road has been fully completed construct and can be used now...

haizz...that road is not as my mun said.... lubang.. lubang.... and doing construct now....
finally, my gear box was broken, really bad luck....
need 1k to repair liao....haizzz...
because my mun need to save time and money, ask me used that road, lastly....paid more la....
paid petrol just RM1.90 but now need to paid RM 1k to repair car....haizzzzzzzzzzz.........shit!!!
get my car to checking tml, see weather what has been broken....

will be off to singapore on wednesday...add one interview appointment again...
totally 3 interview appointment in 2 day....

17/12 construction company 2.00p.m( comfirm time and date but have send me the company map, location or address)
18/12 oil and gas company 11.00 a.m ( all the detail information has been completed given)
18/12 construction company 2.00 p.m (date and address or location has been given but haven comfirm the time to me)

hopefully that 2 company can be give me a detail information which i can find your company easily....thank you lo!!!

no time to upload pic, which all the pic stuck in my friend camera....

god, pls blessing me, hopefully all the interview will be ok...give me a chances to get a job as now the economic was crisic...i really need a job!!!

good new !!!

yeah....i have two interview on next thursday..

i'm really happy.....

even thought i haven get the job, but really thank to all company who given me a chances.

i'll be off to singapore again...maybe with my mun also...hehe...

another good new is, my practical training report get A....

haha...good and surprising....

cheng eng help me count the CGPA is 3.488...hehe....

here, i wan to special thanks to Mr daniel, he was introduce me the job, and i got a reply from that company, and thanks again, his pass my report...haha...

i'm really happy!!!!

i'm back!!!

few day trip to singapore...

no any surprise ...

photo will be update later...

went to sentosa, nothing special, unhappy trip...
feel abit disappointed, i have no time to visit orchard road... there have alot pretty X'mas decoration...

have an interview on today afternoon, performance was no good, no experiences in interview skill...still in jobless mode.

have a presentation on tml....hopefully everything is ok....

4th to 5th anniversary coming soon....also nothing special...haiz.... bored!!!!!!

upadates

finally, i was leave the hell....

got my letter on 27/11....

pass and handover all the project to my friend on 28/11...

allowance haven come out yet, still dunno when...

doing report now, alot and alot...

off to singapore on 5/12, helping hin moving the stuff and hin go for get his PR...

presentation date no confirm yet...depend to when Mr Daniel free, will be make an appointment with him soon...maybe on 10/12...

starting apply for my 1st job...QS not my 1st choice...try to another field...

anyway, hopefully everything will be good...

god bless ^^

working holiday

i was found a one interest website...

working holiday at NZ and UK....

erm...i feel interest to this....

currently, i really unsatisfied to my life...

i'm tired....really sad to face all the thing, and people even lover....

plan to go working holiday mayb is good choice...

leaving here one yrs, maybe i'll be more happy, maybe i can learn more thing at outside through tis trip rite?

travel is my hobbies, oversea not such big problem to me, i can take care myself...

anyway, waiting something....

if he give up, i sure plan to go to take a break....

if u also interest pls log on: http://www.whv.com.my/

Book fair( the mines)

just back from the mines books fair...
go with my sis and huoy jiuan...
erm..the books is still quite ok, but not such bigger as KLCC that one( books fest).
huoy jiuan is quite luckly, her saw a malaysia famous artist (rynn Lim林宇中), hehe...we also not bad la, we have saw the MY FM DJ pheonbe...
anyway, i'm maybe will off to singapore next week, but not comfirm yet...
anyway, if i off there, i should go to the books fest at singapore!!!haha....

books fair the mines:http://www.wcb.com.my/
book fest singapore:http://www.bookfestsingapore.com/

MY FM DJ
booklet and ticket(RM 2.00)

the books i got from there(bought 1 la)

my sister's book

No wording......

erm, the title for tis post really got abit weird!!

haiz, i not have any english word can express my feeling now!! is mayb due to my poor english, anyway, hope my friend can catch up what i writing in here...that is quite long story...

the story start in below:
it has been 5 day past since that " event" sunddenly and 1st time been happened in my life...
this "event" i could not share with other, the person who know the "event" just hin, cheng eng, enid (i think they have to keep secret to me gua). anyway, that guy start to ask me do the work on today..BUT

that is due to my friend, huoy jiuan...(she help me speak with that guy)
that guy told my friend, i am not concern and carefull in doing my job, always wrong...
and the big problem is, that guy still care about that "event"..
see, isit that guy too stupid and stingy,i am just a trainee and got ur allowance RM300 only, i'm not his permament staff, his not teach me anything and ask me to handle it!!his tot i am a QS have a good experiences. NO, it can be said, they also dunno that thing, sometime said like this, sometime said other, and, sometime i want to follow the guy instruction, sometime i want to follow another guy instruction!!hey, who's instruction should i follow?? if ur company really no QS, pls dun accept any trainee, that not good for our, i not learn anything in ur company...i just touch in measurement and got a scold/ blame from u!!

friend, isit my fault? u r my ah head, isit u believe the trainee figure?? should u need to do second checking?? am i rite?? his tell me a wrong method to do measure, after figure wrong, his blame on me...haiz...mayb in other ppl eye, i have big fault in that' event' but, i had think and think, and find 100 reason to tell myself, isit my fault, the answer i got is NOT!! i NOT wrong!! that is tat guy problem!! we dont have any experiences in real construction, u should do a checking and give us a real method to solve my problem, not give me see his shit face, blame me, not bother me, complain me to all collaegue... i still a new QS, and haven got a job b4, why his treat me like a "hollow man"(cant see me) ....really NO WORDING....

tat guy always wan me give him excetly figure, how i can do?? every QS different figure rite??i do a 1st measure, i got my figure, other person redo that measure, his got a different figure, that also not big fault rite? but he said, i am not be carefull!!!!!!!!
haiz...his company not have any QS there, when i faced problem, who can teach me?? tat guy said, i always not doing the double checking and submitted to him!! hey, his really shit one, u throw the project and ask me do my ownself, pls, i not cleaver as enid or cheng eng, how come i can handle it ?hiazzzzz....

until now, his still care and angry me, all colleague not bother me, my recomanded letter will be "died"......haiz, this is really not a good company... my friend' father working with them b4, his think they are paid higher and nid his father do alot of work...finally, his father sure resign la! tell u all, all the staff in this company, all have a family relationship, when outside ppl go in, they treat us like a 'pendatang asing' paid low and wan us to do alot of thing!!shit.........

today, i got my 2nd allowance liao, see, i think my friend already finish used that money, for me, i just go it........today already 2nd week(11/11) haiz........NO wording again...why they can stuck to paid the trainee allowance, RM 300 also come out late!! Actually the real scenario is, the boss dun wan to sign the check...........haizzzzz.

left 12 day to go....times slow......god pls blessing me ....

2nd allowance

haizz...

alrd 10 septermber, i still haven get my 2nd allowance from my company!!

what the hell to them...keep our salary until 10 september also dun wan to paid!!

no more money in account liao, died!!

space for me to breath

after come out for work, i has been faced alot trouble....

not onli in my job, that also because of love, finance, education and more more....

1stly, about the job, some of my friend has know what happened in my job...and finally the thing settled but still have other trouble to me!

2nd, i have confused isit his is my true lover, i really dont know why his always said something to hurt me!!and than, argue lo!! why his always think what he said should be a true?? why i wan to follow his instruction to do anything ?? why his wan to control me used money for eat for buying stuff?? haiz...isit we are should or must calm down and think, isit we are suitable to each other? i really cannot tahan anymore, i'll not be happy if this trouble cant be settle!! anyway, any solution or decision his do, i also can accept it!!haiz...

3rd, my account no more money there, sad.....

4th, left 15day for my training, and should prepared the final presentation!!haiz...

haiz, still have a other small trouble nid to settle!!

i nid some space for breath!! pls......

15 day left!!

it has been 3 day no any work to do since that thing was happen...

even photostating job also not ask me to do..

haizzz, everyday come here just sit and on9, and go back home on time!!

life is bored , sleeply and complicated

enid and cheng eng said that fault is not too serious...but!

how come they still treat me like that!!

left 15 day to go...

god pls keep blessing me!

i most apprieciated it!!

big mistake

i have done big mistake!!!

haiz, feel want to die liao!!

why i can do this mistake, now how???

i have destroys my future and...

my feeling now look like heal.....

sad,sad,sad,sad,sad,sad,sad....haven got tis feeling b4....

really sad, feel scared and want to cry now...

books

here, i would like to introduce my friend who interest in adventure, ghost or mummy and feng shui, this books will be your good choices.

actually i'm not really like to read book even novel or whatever, but after i touching this book, OMG, this book is really nice (after u read this all books above, u will know where the attracting for this books), i really like the writting style of this author. u should read this book and dont miss it. (it separate to part 1 and 2, all story got connect, but u will like it) :p

how to get this book:

books store( popular or kinokuniya etc)

through online to read this book http://www.guichuideng.org/

enjoy reading!!

change name!!

i had changes my chinese name already....

erm, 陈沛瑜 is my new chinese name.

i am no suddenly changes, that due to 'si fu' said my name no good...

so....

his help me changes my name.

actually, my chinese name really got a bit weird...香女意. the last word of my name actually is wrong, that is not real chinese word.

anyway, this new name still quite ok, i also satisfied for it...

haha, from now, if any one wan to call my chinese name, pls call me :

陈沛瑜.

special holiday!!

yeah...

TNB will repair the setapak and gombak electrical cable on tml...

it will effect the gombak, genting klang, melati area, etc which has stop to supply electrical from morning 8.00p.m until 7.00 pm...

erm, due to this reason, my company said" no nid to work on tml" ,haha, it maybe is good but it is too hot when all the electricity stop.

for me is ok, just go to shopping tml lo!! :p

key chain

yup...

i got a souvenir from my boss which his bought from Macau when his outstation last week.

whole company staff also got 1 key chain...

altrought that is not a expensive gift, that is my 1st time receive a gift from boss...

haha...nice!

....

long time din't upload the photo, but currently nothing special in my life....

pity my dear, his 'shen se(snake)', skin problem, really pity him....

hopefully he can get well soon, really worried for him......haiz...

my table

my department

this is my company picture, but end of the year, they will be move to a new place....

no mood for my job, i should take some rest, stress.....not because for the job, is life pressure......

i think i will not be able to continue work with them, i think i am not suitable for that company, i not interest work in construction company or consultant company, but i got a interest work in interior design company or interior fit out company......anyway, god will arrange everything for me, now, i just i can finish my industrial training as soon as possible, i really cannot tahan already....everyday wake up, i also scare to go for work, everyday just wait the time passing...really no meaning for this life, haiz.......

friend's blog?

visited my friend's blog yesterday, just know she has been break with her bf 3 week ago...
yesterday night, she called me and we talk about 2 and half hour...
the reason for the boy break with my frend, is due to the pressure come from my frend family, my frend and his work pressure!!

for my opinion, that is stupid reason when the boy said like that!!maybe he got another gf outside, but just said stupid reason to break with her, however, i have no evidence to support what i think.she really love him too much. the detail for the scenario, i no nid talk too much at here because that is her privacy, i should keep screct and respect her.

everyone also have a own problem when u have a relationship, that not only love, maybe frendship, family, job/studies also has bring a pressure to u...example is me...some of my frend know what has been faced for me, but i also not give up, bother it u will become more happy...
if u reli like him/ her, she/ he wont give stupid reason break with him /her.

the boy told her, if after 3 and half years, after u finished studies, if we still love each other, than we still can together!! what the shit reason for him?? his want to break with her, why still give a chances to her to wait him??? now, he feel freedom, but my friend leh??how about her??cry everyday, no eating and sleeping well...since i met the boy in first time, i already hate the boy...
uneducational speak that is main point i hate him!! no good attitute, smoking, etc...actually i have no reason to complain him, because i have no any relationship with him even friendship also. but, what he had do, inside my eye, he is very stupid!!! K.ling, i know u dont like i said him like that, maybe he have another good way i dont know, but what he has been do for u, i really cant tahan, soli about that!!

haiz...that is not my business, i should dont give too much complain!!! K.ling, dont think too much for it, dont too stuborn, think what i said yesterday night, if u really love him, chase him again, if both of u really not match, argue everyday, just leave him away... love is not everything, pls take a time to think... hope god will blessing you :P

saman again :<

everything is ok for this few day...

BUT,sunddenly, something was happen, that is i was receive the parking saman yesterday morning!!!

omg, i work at here already 1 and half month, i also dun paid the parking fees and i see another car also not show their parking ticket...i just follow them la..

lastly, the person , who write saman, his choose a wrong time come to write the saman, how i said?? because, i see my parking saman, there have a time when they saman me... 10.08 a.m.!!! that means they after breakfasts feel very free, and come to take our trouble la!!

now, everywhere from setapak also fix the parking ticket machine, the person will choos the rite time( lunch, morning, working time) to write ur saman!! maybe u just think, i just park they 5 minute for buy some drinks or whatever... after u come back, ur car minor will keep one paper, that is a saman lo!!!haiz...is it they reli need money, everything incresing, still need our paid parking!! shit..

have been scold by my mother, because kena RM100 saman!! she said, she already ask me paid it, aiyo, my allowance just RM300 for one month onli, how i paid!! u think la, one hour RM0.50...i start working on 9.am until 5 p.m, how much i wan to paid??

haiz...nvm la, see got discount or not lo!!now, i realise that parking machine, it just can paid maximun RM1.50 for one time onli...aiyo, the people who working, every 3 hour, they need to re-paid their parking fees!! trouble trouble!!!

just now, i saw, every single car have been show their parking tickect already as what i have done the same thing with them!

reli bad luck.. pls get away from me!!this year kena 2 saman!!! i am reli poor la!!!

1st pay..

it has been a month since i started working at here...
industry training still left 2 month to go, damn bored, tired, become more fat, nothing special for other!!
i just touching the measurement onli, nothing had learn at here..

i got my 1st pay edy, RM300...
haiz, not enough use la....how i using this money?:

• return my mun RM100
• buy a gift to hin(^^)
• pump petrol RM50
• RM50 left for 1 week for eating...

money gone fast, but money earn slowly...anyway, holiday coming, take a rest and enjoy our holiday lOl.

friend, enjoy ur Raya holiday, happy holiday *O* :p

hin's

hin has been throw the letter yesterday!(resign job)

erm, maybe that is good way or choice for him.

whatever his do, i will support him as what his do is correct and good for him!

anyway, his want to get a new job again, god will be blessing him!!Godd luck!^^
maybe other people will said," get a new job first la therefore resign lo, no nid do the decision so fast mah!!!

i have a same opinion with u all also but, maybe u all dunno what has been faced by him, not only stress, pressure or the shit boss faces....

haiz, hard to using words to express my feeling now...
is ok, still left 4 day more, hin and me have a holiday also, we can spend some time to join together go for holiday lo....(not travelling la) :P

sick!

went to cheng eng birthday last thursday(view enid blog to know detail)...
erm, thanks to her invited me for her birthday dinner...the food quite nice!!
happy birthday ya!!

monday and tuesday i got a leave, because i was sick!!!
haiz, weather too hot, should drink more water!!
friend, keep drink more water and take care for yourself!!

RAYA is coming, that is on next wednesday...
hin will back to kl on tuesday night!!
erm, quite miss him, long time no see him already!!
he will stay at kl from tuesday until sunday, good!!
he can take a rest and relax for himself and try to decide isit want to resign his job or not!!
anyway, whatever decision his make, i also give 100% support to him!!:p

my father will bring my brother and his friend go to sunway lagoon on 27th, i still decide want to follow or not, haha....because pay by my father mah!!but no friend want to follow me, haiz...

cheng eng u want to go or not??? i know u will view my blog !!haha...

result

yeah....my final exam result still not bad la...

GPA 3.31
economic B+
building and civil engineering contract B+
contractual procedures B-
professional practics and procedures B
cost management A

no any surprising to me as what i have write in the previous post, i was did bad in the mid term exam and course works...
anyway, not fail the daniel and suzana subject, i am feel quite happy...thanks to both of them !!hehe^^..

after get the result, i was met with kala, the college not offer the CMT2 subject, kala quite geram for it...

kala: why this sem not offer the CMT2, i already told u last sem rite?
nor: CMT2 already offer 3 sem already, u should take last sem, tis sem we did not offer the subject to u, that because just one of u..(she blame kala that is kala fault)
kala: the CMT2 always clash with other subject, how i can take? and i should completed my diploma in this years and started my degree on january!!( kala unhappy to her)
nor: then i will talk to mr lim on saturday, because he was not here, maybe u just take some assignment onli.
kala: ok, u wan me talk to him also?
nor: no need, i will talk to him.
( both of them feel angry and unhappy to each other already)

haha, why i know? because when kala ask her get the part time timetable, she was throw the fail and show the unhappy face to us...
aiyo, small thing onli, no nid be like that rite, anyway, hope she can settle the thing and arrange the time to kala, if not, kala still cannot graduate in this sem...

after got the result, i come back to company, because i just took few hour leave to get my result..
my boss ask me, how ur result!! i said haiz and show him my result.haha
what he said, u know? if i interview u, i just see the BCC and cost management onli...
then i ask him, is it i am pass ur interview? his said: haha, very good!!

erm...tml will be cheng eng birthday, anyway...

happy birthday cheng eng!!!

Site QS?

since started to work, my boss or superviser had gave me alot of valueble advice...

just now, we have discuss about the new project, the project is comfirm edy...
but they wait my estimation...but there is amost finish, just left RC part....

in the conversation...my boss show me the ID design drawing....
it look quite interested, and my boss have their own the ID company, wah...rich man!!

actually, my boss is study art, but he just help his father business onli...
just now his said, maybe tml will bring me go to site visit, if i really want or interest, maybe he will train me as a site QS...

erm...sit insite office really boring, maybe that is good choice for me also...haha...
if our company get the Johor, maybe i will outstation to go, but there is still in tender stages la

tis afternoon after having lunch, i will off to college to collect my result, hopefully the result dont too bad la!!at least 3.0 above, cheng eng get a high score result,and enid get full A again, really congartulation wor... ^^

haiz...office quite boring, now, left me alone again... :(

tis week

nothing special for tis week.

today i am still alone in the office.

my boss and the engineer was outstation. quite boring....

hin was went to batam working on tis week, and next week also will be go there...

he was very pity, everyday work until too lated, he was work until 1.30 a.m yesterday night....

have got a bit the salary, but one day need to work over 12 hour...stupid japanese company!!!!

hin said, he will resign and try to get another field job, such as QS( at singapore is good salary).

we've long time no chat, because his busy and after i've worked, i slept very early edy.

yesterday, my friend call me....

she left 2 paper will be finish her diploma studies, but she haven decide want to continue for advance diploma or not...

for my suggestion, if continue advance diploma, why u dun wan continue degree, the duration for the course also same, maybe the fees for advance(oversea or external paper) and degree also same what...

therefore, i asking her come to my company working, because last time she already work at here, our boss also told her, if u want come back, they're very welcome....

if her working here, she will save more money, save transpotation fees, foods(here cheaper than PJ lo) and other...

she said, she will call our company next week after the result come out...^^

And, sook cheng study advance diploma now, chemical and biology, she got get external paper for the degree, so she no nid oversea...

tell u all, external paper are around RM6000, but i dunno how many paper she took la...

haiz...reli expensive, if fail, wasted money somemore...

someone told me, have a high knowlegde, u have high position, therefore high pressure, but salary sometime is not as what u wan, maybe lower, maybe higher la...but sometime high postion, maybe u no nid to work hard, u just every sign ur name for evey single document, but something happen, u will trouble!!!!

And, someone told me, u no nid have too higher knowledge or education, u will have lower position, and less pressure, but the salary sometime will be more than high education people...and, u should work hard la....

the conclusion in the above is....
u want ur body get tired or ur mind get tired...
or
u want ur mind get tired but sometime u body also get tired too...

life just a games....

Saturday~

anyway, i was worked at tis company already 4 day....

the environment is quite ok now...altrough i just one of the QS here...

my department just got 3 ppl, one is architect(my superviser), one enigneer and me...

they are quite funny guy and give me alot of advice, and my superviser had treated me eta lunch tis 2 day... thank lo^^

And today, he will go to langkawi for travel, 12.00 afternoon flight with his family...haha, noboday peduli me, but i think the engineer will come gua...^^ but when i have trouble, he will help and teach me solve the problem.

erm, actually i am quite freedom in tis company but i still need to estimate one tender by myself la and my supervier and the engineer said, if dunno, just asking onli. they will help me after they are finished another work and double checking my estimate.

my company now started to bid Arab/Dubai project, my supervier and the engineer said if i come early one month, i will touch that project...sound look good, but they said the project have 100 building is different design, they everyday OT until 1 or 2 p.m....

erm...because now, the project become less, my company said, SATURDAY OFF...until have more job then start saturday working hour...^^, tat why my superviser go to travel la....

Now, was started the "PUASA " for malay, i think the road will be more more jam, luckly i work near by my house, no nid to stuck inside the jam..

when the result come out, i am feel worry for it.. :<

OMG, no time to updated my office picture, next time la!! ciao~

working

yesterday was a 1st day for industrial training!!!

i was damn busy and tired, somemore alot of job and tender need to do.

the tender was so difficulties!!there is semi bulatan building...reli hard...information given is not completely, also dunno assume some more.

i will updated my office photo soon, but not now, i need to finished the work as i just have 3 day to do it...

update next time ...

New life

i've finished my final exam already....
hopefully i can pass all the subject!!

erm...tomorrow is a day for me to suit myself for the new life
start working on tomorrow!!!

haizz...2 1/2 years was quite fast.
start to miss cheng eng, enid, kala, cj and.....haha....

NOW, i hope all my friend who start to working on tomorrow have a nice day,
all the best and good luck on ur new life!!!:p

opportunity ? luck? chance?

I've interview on monday in singapore....

the company benefit is good but they want me sign 2 years contract.

1600SGD for trainee they also can paid, medical insurance, bonus(depand ur performance), claim taxi....

the problem now i was faced is pressure/stress, 2 years contract.

i have asking a lot my friend and parents opinion/suggestion, the result is:-

agree:-
enid
cheng eng
kala
freemon
kean li
wai kit

disagree:-
my father
my father's friend( working at singapore until crying)
hin
2 hin's friend(working at singapore)

lastly, my answer is:
i am decide to give up this chances, i think i better get a training in m'sia after that go to singapore get a job.

friend, i'm sorry to let u all disappointedly who very support me go to there!!
i have my reason, i really afraid i cant 'tahan' that pressure they given to me, if i breach the contract, i need to paid them...besides, i still young, i think in my future also have a good chance waiting me!!

really sorry!!

Interview

i'm very surprising and feel happy...

one singapore company asking me go for interview on monday!! quantity surveying position!

actually i have arrange the time for interview on 29 august 2008, 3.00p.m because i have off to singapore for my vacation on that time.

but, enid, kala and freemon give me a truly suggestion which is better go for interview earlier. that is because i want to start my traning on 8 september 2008.

after finished PPP class, kala and me went to library send email to them again to changes the new time for interview.

suprising, they was reply me ' it is possible to come earlier'... so i change the interview time on 18.08.2008, 10.30 pm.

woo, they also comfirm the time in fast. GOOD!!

the company located at sim drive, which is near Kallang and Geylang. if go there by MRT, u should drop on 'green line EW9'. it very near the MRT.

thank god, this is good chance and good experience to me!!

i really hope i can get this job!!! god, you has been given me this good chances, i hope you also can blessing me to succefull again. really thanks for it!!!

exam soon

haizz....quite sad for the mid term and course work result.
i not did well for it...
maybe it is my problem, lecturer problem, internet problem or else.

still have 3 week more!!
exam coming soon!!!
hopefully i can did well in the final exam...
at least i can get all B+ for all subject la!!!
i dun think to get A again, i dun think i can cope this all subject in well!!

my studies life will be finish soon, still have 1 month!!:)

happy brithday to hin!!!

happy birthday to hin
happy birthday to hin
happy birthday to him......
happy birthday to you!!!!

wish him all the best!!!

lost chances!!!!

today, i went to pasar malam with my mun.

we have a dinner at there, then , we chit chat about my sister!!!

suddenly, my mun told me, actually, she want to send me or my sister go to canada for our further studies!!!

BUT, my sister and me had to lost the chances to go there!!!!

BECAUSE, we're in a relationship when after we graduate on form5 !!!!!

OMG!!! surprise, u know!!!! why my mun no tell and discuss with me before!!! if not, i think now, i am already study in canada!!! but now, i already no mood to continue my studies again,because my lousy english due me lost a confident to continue it!!!

NOW, i try to think, if my mun discuss with me early or before, izzit i will go there then give up my relationship with hin??? haizzz, it is a very difficult decision!!!

MAYBE, is GOD arrange to us, but we really lost a good chances !!! dissapointed :<

updates updates!!!!!

haha, this sem break i've been to singapore few day!!! attaches photo better than word!!! but just few pictures onli , other picture are not nice!!!hehe!!! i almost everyday shopping by myself, haha, bought alot things!!!nice!!!

theft & mid term test!!!

someone (thief) was cut my telephone cable again....so i cant on9 everyday edy!!!

and i plan to stop my streamyx edy...haizzzz....damn bad!!!

this week is quite busy, submitted all the assignment edy, but still left economic and cost management. then, the assignment 2 will be release soon and mid term test start on tue!!!

tue= cost management
wed= BCC
thurs= PPP
fri= CP
sat= economic

after finish economic test, i will be off to Singapore on same day.
i will back before 12 july that is a economic replacement class(11-4p.m).

good luck and all the best to my college mates in the mid term test!!!

Change Skin!!

haha...dunno i have changes my blog skin how many time already.

how about for my new blogger skin? cute??

i really like it more!!!hehe...

hin's back

haizz... hin's will be back today....but his really bad luck!!!

his leave his company about 5.30 p.m, and off to singapore custom about 6.00p.m..
but, he used about 3 hour only can reached johor bus station. wtf??? why too many people back to johor???and the singapore custom really too slow.
when he reached johor is almost 10.00p.m already. his really pity lo...

his brought a 11.30p.m bus ticket, but, the bus was spoil...wtf again??? his already wait too long!!!
now, his wan back to Singapore also cant, because the MRT and the bus go back to Singapore was off the service on 12.00p.m. so his buy the 1.45a.m bus ticket come back to kl.

haizzz, his really pity!!!

price petrol increase :(

haiz... the price of petrol will be increase to RM2.70,
start by midnight 00.00a.m 5 june 2007.

how can i survive now????
i think everything else also will be increasing with increase the petrol price.

just now just went to pump the petrol,
every petrol station was full by the car.
u really cant image the situation there, traffic jam occurs.

i heard by someone said, the petrol price also will increase on August,
the price will up to RM 4.00 per liter.
huh??? if like that, everyone who salary lower than RM1500 should be die.

Aiyo, start from now, i must be learn how to save money now,
stay at house, better dun go anywhere.

sad, the world economic now really too bad,
everything was increase but the salary not increase at all.
who will suffer this?? sure us la!! too bad :(

Resit

the resit will be on this friday and saturday. count from now just left 3 day more.
i am very worry about it...if i cant do well in this resit exam, i will need to be retake the subject which i have fail in this resit exam.

friday: cpc and environmental managment

saturday: qs 3 and m'sian stuidies.

the subject i am very anxious is m'sian studies, because the lecturer no given me any tips, but cheng eng and kala said her tips is fake one, cant believe at all. me and fiona called her many time, but she always owe to pick up the phone. really bad lecturer. actually, the LAN subject must be easily to give student pass the exam, but the lecturer come with the difficult question, how the student answer? and alot of question is not inside her lecturer note. reli stupid 1.

i was asking alot people, which paper will be come out for this resit exam, aren't they will come out the same paper which is the set 1 ??? i get the answer is, NOT!! they will come out different set of paper which is set 2. i also hopefully the exam department come out the set 2, because i just concentrated in set 2, set 1 i just read it onli.

hopefully i pass all la. i not wish to get all A but at least to get B for all this subject, i dun wan drop my CGPA.

is it my fault??

starting from now, i decide to break my relationship with him. sometime, frend's advice is good for our follow. marriage is still far away from me, i reli need to think and think again before i do it .

i know his busier his work and everyday working until so late and cant come back to visit me. i understand his problem now. this morning, i saw a newspaper, singapore got promotion, everyone have malaysia passpost will have 50% discount to visit all famous place like sentosa entrances ticket half price, safari zoo singapore, singapore flyer, etc...therefore, i told him about that and told him i plan 7 june(public holiday) go to visit him and we can go there for visiting to relax our mind.

BUT, he scold me just wasted money for travel and after that just know said not enough money to use. WHY??? my aid just want get a chances to visit him and accompany with him go to visit Singapore Flyer which is the first taller ferris wheel in the world. but, he refused what i plan to him and scold me!!! is it my fault????????????

he ask me dun go to find me somemore, waiting i have job at singapore ,need to interview, therefore go to do the passport and come, and the reason for him also because his said singapore everything are expensive, he wont support me to go find him at all, all is paid for myself include all the transport money ,hotel,etc...NVM, then i ask him come back to visit me, he always said he no time come back, no money come back, need to do pass, discuss next time, not in current time to come back.

i go find him, he said dun wan, ask him back, he also dun wan. then what he wan??
always said me is a free people, nothing to do, wasted money to buy something. he is busier person, need to work until die just have money used. i where got waste money wor, is it buy some food also cannot? buy the food i wan to eat also cannot? sometime buy a bit expensive food like fast food. KFC, MC, pizza hut also cannot?

why he said everything is correct, then i am a person who do wrong every time? Why i always wan to follow what he said, and his cannot follow me. i hate him, i really hate me. he just know scold me as a selfish people but i think, the most selfish people is him. i will not to connect with him anymore and dun wan argue with this screw up people . hopefully i can recover as soon as possible, just concentrate to the exam and this semester.

try me best!!!

china earthquake

who was read the newspaper this few, u will know what serious happen to the china....
due to the china earthquake was happen in beichuan, many people loss their family, money and life, they are so pity and need our help now.

when i read the newspaper, i feel sad to saw them in a hard situation and cant help them.
suddenly i feel, i am very lucky because i live in malaysia....

so, what can i do now, is...donate some money to them.

i hope everyone can help them, as what we can do now is donate money.
they will appreciate you help. thank you so much.

ps: finding good way to donate your money, eg: go newspaper office, etc. avoid cheat by cheater .

see this link:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/7406508.stm

recall email

just open the email and saw the KPK company send me a recall email, that mean, they are revoke the message they has been send to me for an interview.

sadness....chances flier... why they like that de. suddenly ask me go for interview, suddenly recall the message....

haizzzz.....

yeah!!!

yesterday night, i send my resume to the KPK Quantity Surveyors (1995) Singapore Pte Ltd.
KPK is a QS consultant firm.
surprising, they are inform me, his boss will at KL on 24th and able to meets up with me for an interview.

i really happy about it. if they are consider me, i will do my practical training at singapore, after that,i will decide to continue working with them. haha...

hopefully, i heard a good new from them.
god, pls blessing me success for an interview.

married??

cant sleep this night, worried for more thing, eg, exam,result, graduate, future life, how abt hin, etc.
tonight, i suddenly remember my uncle had send this mail to me when i send hin and me picture to him:

he is fine with his whole life career. He is a good kid, and I see no reason why you are not married. You can still study while you are married. Both of you are okay matched couple. I like his decent smile.....He seems like to stretch thing out to avoid argument, and he has a kind heart.....

For your part of life, you should get married this year or early next year. Don't wait, you can still study if he choose to live in Penang....(still got continue but i wont show at here, that is my personal thing)......

hin was go to singapore working, and i promise him will go there after i am graduate.

before his went singapore, hin and me got talk to my father, and my father agree both of us go there. BUT, we need to register married.

Hin is a good person, he is a good boyfriend, maybe also is a good husband and a good father. how his good? i also cant explain in detail...

i was told foong peng who is my best friend, after i graduate i will go singapore to meet hin. haha...she also ask me get marry before go there, reason is good for me lo!!!because....(think yourselt la.)

haha......see how 1st la...

Result releasing

result releasing on tml. haiz...y the releasing date too fast?
aiyo, then the resit will be move forward early liao.

haiz...i will be take a difficult set of the exam. how to study and do revision leh?
hopefully all is still ok.

i have done in 2 subject, but i think result for that 2 subject is not good because i had sick on that time. haizzzzzz. God, please blessing me i can get a satisfaction result la.

hin was move to singapore today. and his have got a room there, SGD 380 for common room. he said if share 2 person, then the room rentel is SGD 550, cheaper!!!his too busy this few day, busy to check up body for do the permit pass and finding room. somemore he will starting working on monday.

i cant chat wif him everyday through sms and handphone le. sad....i will miss him de!!!
Nvm la, after i graduate, i will going there to meet him and try to getting job there.
hopefully god dun separate us again, we need ur blessing as much.

Happy :>

i heard a good new from hin.

he got a job at Singapore, that is great!

there is big company which is name toshiba.

hin as a manufacturing engineer at there.

he will starting work on monday, which is same day with me need to go back college to study.

Yeah, my next semester holiday will be go singapore. friend, anyone wan go with me again? haha...

i think nobody will go with me le, because they all will busy for industrial training and then rush for the new semester of degree course.

hehe...

Future??

how ar??

still got 1 semester then i will be graduate...
haiz...dunno how to said that feeling....something like happy something like scary.

last semester, due to i am sick, i still got 4 paper haven pass( haven took the exam), which is environmental management, CPC, M'sian studies, QS 3... haiz....when the result come out, sure cant get GPA 3.00, because Ms hasni resign alrd, my paper maybe will be marking by Mr Daniel....Marking by him, i sure die 1....

haiz...and then, the M'sian studies no tips edy, maybe wan call that lecturer to ask some tips or maybe this subject is not have set 2, then i will be sit for set 1 paper.if like that, hehe....
i will be resit on 29 and 30 may, which is same day with the people who wan to resit their paper with fail.

After graduate, i need 3 month industrial training, that means, next semester, i need to find a company, ANY ONE CAN INTRODUCE ME, THE COMPANY SHOULD AT KL(WILAYAH PERSEKUTUAN), DUN WAN PJ, SHAM ALAM, KLANG. thank ya!!

Now, hin was resign his job at penang and try to get a job at Singapore, if his cant get any job there, he will apply the job at penang again. Nvm la, maybe god was arrange all for us,we just can follow onli, without camplain. if his can get a job at singapore, after i graduate, i will go there with him, but if his cant get job at there, i will choose either work at kl or go singapore myself. haiz....but my plan always changes de, is not sure 1, just a plan, still dunno yet, see how 1st la.

i hope a new semester, i can 'sun li' graduate la.

Exam and high fever

HAIZZZZZZZZZZZ....................

really bad!!! the exam just started only, but I've already got sick.

• high fever (39 degree C)
• headache
• vomit
• feeling cold

the 1st and 2nd paper which is construction law and pricing estimating, because i got the sick, i cant do well in that 2 paper. haizzzzzzzzzzzz........

after finish the pricing paper, i was went to see the doctor.
i told the doctor, thursday and friday i still got exam. Can i go to college sit for the exam??
the doctor said: now is, u need more rest, drink more water, because u getting a high fever. i write a MC to u, u try to asking ur college, aren't they can gv u resit the exam.

on thursday morning, i tries to called Ms Hasni and told her i was getting fever and ask her can i resit the paper. she said i can resit the paper, but is set 2 and is not marking by me already, maybe is Marina or Mr Daniel. OMG, how to make a decision leh? is it still wan go to the college 1st and try can i do the paper?

therefore, i try my best to drive to college. Cheng eng and Ms hasni felt surprise when her saw me.

Ms hasni: why u come? i tot u did come already.
me: i try come and try do for 1 paper.
Ms hasni: u go to sit at the sofa and try to do all the paper la.
me: but i think i can tahan wor.
Ms hasni : try onli la.

then cheng and me sit and the front of the exam room waiting the name list out. then we saw the Mr Daniel, i told him wat tat happen to me.

me; sir, if i have sick and got Mc , can i resit the exam?
Mr Daniel: can, but why u come for today? u should not come for today if u r reli sick.
me: erm, actually, i try come to do the environmental management paper. but maybe i cant tahan until do the CPC paper.
Mr Daniel: No, if u r reli sick, today u should rest at home because u have MC, if u do 1 paper then go back, then u friend saw u, maybe they will.........then the MC will become not valid.
me: then how wor? i go back now or what? actually i scared the paper mark by u and i just get resit grade only and not a normal grade.
Mr Daniel: No la, ur situation is different mah, in case u got MC doctor. come, i help u explain to the Pn asahria* our college principle (maybe spelling wrong)

thank you for the Mr daniel help me explain to the principle. the principle also nicely, she ask me go back home to rest and resit the paper next semester in third weeks, and it would not without grade. then i ask her, the paper i will sit for the exam is it different with them? then she said nicely: sure, because ur friend was already sit for the 1st paper right, then u will sit for another paper.

after this conversation, then i said good bye to cheng eng, enid and Mr daniel. after i reached home, i stopped the car, then vomit again....haiz...i am very weakness. no choise already, if i not resit the paper, i reli cant do well in the exam, although tat is not marks by Ms hasni and marks by Mr daniel. haizzzzz....

until now, i also not recover yet!!!!haiz.....

咕嚕咕嚕魔法陣(cartoon)

haha...this is my favorite cartoon.when i am still in childhood, my parent always rented the cartoon video to me. i love it too much, that is good memories to me. the character i most likely inside the cartoon is that magician girl, she is very cute!!! i reli like this cartoon, but i cant find this cartoon on any market which is seller video now...sadness...

咕嚕咕嚕魔法陣

bak kut teh vs 'saman'

1st time been to puchong have a lunch there!the famous bak kut teh at puchong:叶全（干）肉骨茶
if u interested with this, u can log on their website. http://yapchuan.com/contact.htm.

the bak kut teh there is quite good then KL, but the soup of the bak kut teh and the dry bak kut teh are abit saltly. i when there with my b.f, because that bak kut teh shop had been visited by Ah xian and Ah hong, which is a famous TV show artist who introduce the delicious food.

we ordered 1 smaller soup bak kut teh, 1 smaller dry bak kut teh add ' you zha gui' and fried vegetable, the total of this all included tea just RM 25, 60....it is damn cheaper!!

when we on the way back to home,which is near IOI mall there, we have blocking by polish and 'saman' us because he said we are potong double line!!! OMG, 1st time 'samam' by polish.

actually the sign board at IOI mall there turn into LDP toll is very blur, there got 3 road and the road is quite big, if ur car is on third link, how u drive go into the first link then turn into the LDP toll, if we try to turn sure maybe will potong double line wat, if not sure we will lost the entrance of LDP toll rite? aiyo, i am 1st time using that road mah, sure dunno how to go la!!!haizz...

cheaper bak kut teh but expensive 'saman' , dunno is bad luck or good luck!!! BUT, maybe boon keong and kenny will win the 'da ma cai', 'toto' and 'magnum' liao.... because they said wan buy my car number. haha....

Updates

Ohh...long time no update my blog, because too busy and too more assignments need to rushes.
lastly, the assignment time was gone...now is start to busy the exam. the exam still got 2 weeks more, haizzz....

OMG, just now i 've finish the law report for monday presentation. bad luck!!!!!!!!!!
my thumb drive lost liao. haizzz....i still remember on friday, cheng eng , kala, mei san and me rush the Qs assignment at library. cheng eng asked who finish the taking off list, and i said i have done in softcopy that inside my thumb drive, so i ask her get my thumb drive out from my beg and go to print it out, but she said no need print out and it put on the table. i am a last person finish the assignment, when i clear the table, i still remember i got saw the thumb drive but now was lost!!!

haiz...where it gone? i've check all my beg already, but still cant find it. i need it very urgent la!! because i need save my law report and get it go to college for print !!!haizzzz...
lost already le la!!!! i know i can get a new 1, because next week got PC fair and the thumb drive now is very cheaper !!!but i no money to buy ar!!!

haizzz, who can buy me a new 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sad......

Sobs :(

really feel sobs today.
the Qs test mid term text started on 10.am but i dunno, i went there abt 10.50 some more.
why no one told me the time of qs test was change to 10 a.m??
i heard cheng eng said, the lecturer is told them on Friday in professional practice and procedures class. i not taken that subject, how i know the qs time was change, and nobody inform me the time was change.

really feel sob lo.i can said i will fail qs already. i really dunno how to do, what i study yesterday night, because i rush and feel anxious ,i was forgot all !!!and i not check clearly the drawing ,make alot of mistake. haizzzz....1st be like that. if i not study then cant answer the question i will feel nothing, but i got study, but i forgot the method how to answer, that is i cant forgive myself to do that fault.

friend, next time if got any time changes,no classes, cancel classes, got test, tips or else....pls inform me ok!!!if i no on9, send me 1 msg also can,ok? if not today freemon called me, i really dunno the Qs mid term test is started on 10a.m. i really sad for today what was occur.


thank you alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wedding ceramony

1st March 2008, my cousin had married on today.
yesterday night had a party at his house( buffet) i din not have took any pictures there.
today morning, i woke up at 11.30 a.m, and send my brother went to his home to 'open car'!
at night, went to his wedding ceramony at jalan bukit bintang there. here, with some pictures:

pineapple cookies

hahaha...too funny when i saw the pineapple cookies packing box. yesterday, my sister told me, her brought the pineapple cookies went to her office as her high tea ! when her open the packing of pineapple, she felt surprise, because inside the packing box is different packing! that is coconut cookies. haha....in front of the coconut cookies got 1 sticker as a notice" gambar bungkusan yang dipamerkan berlainan dengan isi kandunganya.(isi kandungan di dalamnya pameran di luar kotak)"

pineapple cookies packing box

inside there.

the sticker

law weekly assignment

stupid / lousy law lecturer!!!!hateeeee her!!!

law weekly assignment suppose to pass up on monday, but i dint go to college and i forgot abt it.
on tuesday, i went to college abt 2.p.m to do my QS tutorial, when i waiting for my classmates ready, so i ask yoke teng what have the law lecturer gv on monday, tutorial or what? then she think and told me, i should pass up the weekly assignment, because that is 100 marks, maybe will add in to the course work marks. And the last submission day is on tueday before 1 o'clock.

OMG, now is already 2 o'clock leh, i haven done and how to submit??? luckly she dint come on that day, so i borrow ben weekly assignment, and try my best to change all the answer. BUT, because question no 1 is need some time to do, and the weekly assignment need to submit on that day, so i just ask ben print it out what his done for the question 1. lastly, i have done all and submit on time.

today, i ask freemon the law lecturer got scold him onot, because his just submit the weekly assignment today. his told me, the lecture dint scold him and ask me find her to get the tutorial question which is she gv before cny. OK, i went to see her. u know what her face when her see me? toooooooo bad, like wan scold me.

lecturer: what is ur name?
me: tan sian ee.
lecturer: ur copy ur frend assignment or ur frend copy urs 1?
me:(surprise) huh? i dint copy other people answer.
lecturer: (angry) u see, this 3 people same answer!!
me:huh? i just copy question no 1 onli, because i dunno how to do! nvm, i redo lo, if u wan!
lecturer: (she check my assignment again) inside also same!
me: huh? i do myself 1, where got copy ? maybe we are used some internet sourse, same website.
lecturer: sometime, i dint agree student using internet source, because,sometime internet source is not follow but the contract Act 1950.
me:( thinking in heart) stupid lecturer! all student also same answer, why just scold me. all student just copy from internet, why blame me !
me: then how? u wan me redo all or question 1 onli!
lecturer:(black face) nvm la, u just redo the question 1 then submit to me !
me: ok la, i submit to u on friday !
lecturer: friday i off! !
me: ok lo, i put it on ur table lo with the map tutorial lo!
lecturer: ok, how many time u dint come from the class?
me; huh? 2 time onli, yesterday and before cny that time.
lecturer: but not saw u in my class.
me: huh? i got come to class. just 2 time onli, yesterday got something house problem, before cny that time i back home town.

then the cheng eng come, then i find a chance to run off lo, stayed there gv her scold again ar!

u all see, the lecturer really really stupid 1. other student copy answer from other then nvm. mine copy answer then her scold me! but really confusing, just ben and mine is same answer for question 1, how come 1 more people again same answer with us? is it that guy copy my answer? nvm la.........who care! redo lo. bad luck. after scold by her, i back to the QS class, i told all the thing to ben, then ben said, maybe today i not wear spectacles. so she not kenal me,because i wear spectacles on her class. ben said, my face really different when i am wear spectacles and i am not wear. u see!!!the lecturer really stupid 1. MR daniel not teaching me also kenal me when i am not wear spectacles, the law lecturer> damn shit!!!!!